Fearing the mask

 What is my greatest fear about going to Spain? Not the language barrier, not the teaching, not my dietary requirements, not my sensory issues, not my social skills and not living abroad. These are all fears, but not my greatest fear.

My greatest fear is needing to wear a face mask.

I have experienced a traumatic event, where I was strangled and by a near stranger. It was not a sexual attack, to clarify. However, it has caused me to panic when wearing a face mask.

It is odd, in my previous post I talk about wearing a "fitting in" mask. Yet I struggle to wear a face mask.

In the UK, I am face mask except under "severe emotional distress" grounds. However, Spain does not allow exception for emotional distress. So I am stuck.

I am trying to find a workable solution. A few days ago, I ordered a face mask with adjustable toggles around the mouth. This will give me more control. At £25 for one mask, it better be good!

I am looking forward to Spain but the face mask requirements consume my time. 

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